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All those things were the great waste of my time. I don't regret. I'm just sorry, and I know, it was hard for everyone.

Life is so..unfair and it makes you sad. Why is that when I’ve just gotten to know somebody, a friend, somebody really great, the time is just waiting to takie it from me forever. When I thinkng about it, it makes me cry every time. I just want to stop for a while, or just take with me everyone, that I still want to know, and don’t loose them. Maybe I don’t look like sensitive person, but I really am. I want to be where I am, and I don’t want to change anything. This situation is good, maybe not enough, but I’m very happy right now. And I know, that in the near future I will be miserable.I don’t want to believe,

Ok...so...I'm thinking, that I'm going down, in really deep dark. I'm afraid, there's nothing that could be done. But I want to stop it. It's all...all this situation is so...sick and weird. I do hate it. And I have to do something with this... I have to stop it. In first, I thought, that It was probably next level of my "adulthood", but it's not. It's rather next level of my stupidness and woe. It's 100% true... And...I don't know how can I ...no, I think I just can't help, just like Michael was singing in one song... Glass had been broken(also literally) and now, all I can do, is crying(wrong version) or...I can buy a new one,